When we finally get internet service at home because I will have so many pictures to post!!! I can't post pictures from work because we can't put personal pictures on our work computers... Ugh, I miss posting pictures!!!
Life is going great right now though. I love being in
my house again! We had some friends over last weekend for a cook out! It was so much fun!!!
I just realized that my birthday is in less than a month! I will be 24, I think... Just kidding! I will
definitely be 24!!! It is funny looking back I always thought that I would be married with kids by now... I have completed the married part just not the kids part. Some days I think I am ready to start a family and then I think about the cost of the doctor's visits and fees when I have the baby and I start to have a panic attack and then I have to tell myself to stop thinking about it... Then there are some days when I long to hold
my baby and feed
my baby and snuggle
my baby and then I have to tell myself one day I will be able to do all of those things...
Then I really get myself worked up, what if we can't have children??? What will we do then, I have always wanted to be a mommy... adoption is so expensive and so are fertility treatments. And it is then that I tell myself to quit worrying that everything will work out the way God has planned.
To be continued... it is almost time to go home!
